The sound of one hand clapping

previous arrow
Alena-Zhandarova-01
next arrow

The Sound of one Hand Clapping

2019-ongoing

The main examination in my life became motherhood as it turned me upside down. I have always had a complicated relationship with matter, especially with the body. I love to dream and get away from the earth into the world of ideas. Having children took me into a new orbit. Every day I try to feel who I am today. Am I a part of space, a chair, a person, a woman, a pillow, a plate, a toy, an encyclopedia, a radio?

I feel like I’ve completely lost myself, I don’t know who I am anymore, but at the same time I see this as an opportunity to rebuild myself. I can be anyone. This is an infinite process that will never end, like life itself, where I try to capture the moment of destruction and rebirth at the same time.